Having your child d*ie inside of you at the very end is something I wish no parent ever has to go through. But if you do, I highly recommend taking as many pictures of the baby and the family as possible. I really truly hope you are able to have someone as talented and special as Brianna to take them.
She was so inconspicuous and not distracting at all which I really appreciated. Everything about what happened that day was so wrong a*wful and sc*ary and painful but when it came time to push him out it was like time slowed down and it was the most beautiful moment of my life. It was sacred. I felt so much connection to my son even though his life was already gone. I talked to him and touched his head when it began to emerge and I felt so extremely present in that moment with him.
